It was always way too much Pulling back at every touch Living nightmares you used to love Quiet voices that won't shut up Take my eyes leave me my ears Better dead than when I can't hear Second in silence feels like a year No reply I'm the only one here And I can't take the silence no more So I go run and hide but there's no where Not quite who I thought I was gonna be But it's not over so I just wait patiently I can't go to sleep with the lights all off Secrets that I keep ima type no talking Devil watching me and I might slip up I got enemies that I might wake up now Don't come to Hollywood it's a terrible place AIn't no second looks you can see in their face it's time Made up their minds It was always way too much Pulling back at every touch Living nightmares you used to love Quiet voices that won't shut up Take my eyes leave me my ears Better dead than when I can't hear Second in silence feels like a year No reply I'm the only one here Miss myself when I wasn't so mad I can't tell why I feel so bad Sit in silence that I can't stand Write these songs on the back of my If I go falling for their favor one more Time I won't get up This is me calling for an early grave cuz I wasn't' enough Guess I'm giving up