One, two, three, four Aye, and I hold my breath Aye, so I hold my breath And I don't wanna be here Aye, aye, I don't wanna I don't wanna be here, I want to hide away And like, I'm not even nervous, I could die today Or like I could disappear, won't happen either way And there's this girl named Astrid with a time and date So I hold my breath 'til my lungs collapse And I bleach my teeth, so I can smile and laugh And she's like Artemis, with arsenic inside of her bag And he's a narcissist, but part of him really miss his past And I hold my breath 'til my lungs collapse And I bleach my teeth so I can smile and laugh And she's like Artemis, with arsenic inside of her bag And he's a narcissist, but part of him really miss his past And there's this rich white girl that works inside a department store Guess that she ain't rich no more, her mom and dad got a divorce She say that she's fine, she sits alone and cries to Paramore And if I'm being honest with the process, I don't care no more And the trees don't grow where the sun is low Let me tell you a lil' story about where we don't go And there's this forest on the eastside where all the evil beasts lie And I cannot deny that my brain buzzin' like a beehive And move out to the seaside, oh my God, it must be nice And I met this girl named Persephone, I think she'll be mine Hold my breath 'til my lungs collapse And I bleach my teeth so I can smile and laugh And she's like Artemis, with arsenic inside of her bag And he's a narcissist, but part of him really miss his past And I hold my breath 'til my lungs collapse And I bleach my teeth so I can smile and laugh And she's like Artemis, with arsenic inside of her bag And he's a narcissist, but part of him really miss his past