I love to build it up, then burn it down I light a match to blow it out I'm blowing up, but slowing down Don't act surprised, I don't stick around Say I don't hate you at all And I've put a hole in my wall And that's not like me at all Think I turned into someone I don't know I'm sorry I'm made this way Why don't you feel like novocaine instead of razor blades? Love fades away, I know But you're pretending like you're hating me when you don't They say be careful what you wish for, I wish I could feel more And when I drove right off the highway, I blamed it on the billboard I'm sorry I'm made this way Why don't you feel like novocaine instead of razor blades? Fades away, I know But you're pretending like you're hating me when you don't I'm sorry I'm made this way Why don't you feel like novocaine instead of razor blades? Fades away, I know But you're pretending like you're hating me when you don't They say be careful what you wish for, I wish I could feel more And when I drove right off the highway, I blamed it on the billboard