Turn the lights off I never wanna see this place again Just let me know and I'll jump when you say when I'm on the sidewalk Of the place that I grew up in but never left I'm just stuck living in the same old mess Take me, take me now I'm just begging, begging to let go But the more I think about it, the stronger my grip gets Break me, break me down I'll never get out, just get out of my head. What if I could Put in the effort to fix the mess I'm in Pacing myself Trying to maintain the only thing I know The sinking feeling in my chest won't go I'm never getting through this These thoughts are ever constant Was it something I missed It's now a foreign concept Still scarred with my past problems My thoughts are ruined daily Too bad I still can't stop them You ruin my life daily