In the beginning it was worth this Do the worst, feel complete Passing standards others meet (What we do best) Now, perfect endings make you anxious Heavy head, a colder sweat Leaving nothing here Nothing to regret Why am I still suffocating? Constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocating? Constantly devastated just to stay alive, ohh I miss the old days that we murdered They're so far gone, out of reach Watch your fate with summers heat (Well, it goes like this) Without a break from this distraction I need a change A different scene A new approach on coming clean Why am I still suffocating? Constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocating? Constantly devastated just to stay alive Still searching for a back door out of here Reassured that old friends will reappear Why am I still suffocating? Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting Still searching for a back door out of here Reassured that old friends will reappear Why am I still suffocating? Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting, waiting Why am I still suffocating? Constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocating? Constantly devastated just to stay alive, ohh