On the wrong side of 30 But things didn't change too much Still scared about my future I don't know what I'll become Toured Europe with my bros Played in filthy squats Drank a lot of booze Slept on the floor I felt really bad, I suffered a lot I cried every night, spent two years in hell Anxiety and depression are hard to defeat Don't know if I won. Well, i' m here to tell I've been pushed aside, been punched in my face I saw with my eyes the consequences of heroin addiction There is part of my personality That I can't control Sometimes I'm too accepting Sometimes I can't say no I said There are parts of my personality That I can't control Sometimes I'm too accepting Sometimes I can't say no But I survived Everything And I'm fuckin proud of it But I survived Everything And I'm fuckin proud of it But I survived Everything And I'm fuckin proud of it But I survived Everything And I'm fuckin proud of it