I'm holding back right now
'Cause I'm numb to what's around
I miss the life I used to have with you right here
Now everything has turned to grey, and I'm blacking out the shades for now
Let me be sad even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath
Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left
When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing
Let me be sad, let me be sad
Can you see it in my eyes I've been distant?
'Cause I can't tell if it's the end or the beginning
I know I haven't been myself, I'll admit it
And I put up walls, so if I burned any bridges, just know
I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it
But knowing me, I'll probably miss it
These voices get so vicious
Feels like I'm ripping stitches
I wish some days I could go back
Before life changed, it was so fast
That time is gone, and I know that
So, please
Let me be sad even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath
Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left
When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing
Let me be sad, let me be sad, oh
I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it
But knowing me, I'll probably miss it
These voices get so vicious
Feels like I'm ripping stitches
I wish some days I could go back
Before life changed, it was so fast
That time is gone, and I know that
All that we have is a moment, so, please
Let me be sad even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath
Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left
When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing
Let me be sad, let me be sad
I'm holding back right now
'Cause I'm numb to what's around
I miss the life I used to have with you right here
Now everything has turned to grey, and I'm blacking out the shades for now