You left me hanging and I was doing the ride for you
I was on my deathbed, I swear I would've died for you
When it got bad, I was the one right there to cry with you
Why would you think through all that love that I would lie to you?
Unexpected, I really drove the mile for you
Left on the plane but I thought that I'd be fly with you
One of a kind, I really thought I had an eye for you
Ain't get far, broke my heart
Pain, I felt it, and nowadays I swear to God
Love ain't helping, got all these tears up in my eyеs
Had to stay up on my grind
And I ain't tampering with your feelings, why you play with mine?
I been on my own
Swear you sеlfish, I really gave my all with you
You seem helpless, ain't really mean to fall for you
I thought that I could ball with you
Was tryna hold a nigga back, ain't wanna stall with you
I'm tryna tell you where my heart's at
Open wounds spilling pain, that's why my heart bled
And if we never speak again, I hope your heart fed
Conversations while I'm laying in that dark bed
I'm not deserving your love, but I can't see you with nobody else
Sometimes I shut you down like I don't need nobody help
I'm just pushing everyone away 'til theirs nobody left
Now it's like I'm begging you to stay like everybody else
Don't let your circumstances change who's around you
You heal my pain, I'm so happy that I found you
Thinking how I'd probably go insane when I'm without you
Was watching everybody change, they was bound to
Now everybody looking for some fame, now they clowned you
Never really fed into the fake that's around you
Suffering depression from that weight that done drowned you
Fighting resurrected from that hate, now they crowned you
Now lately its been bad bitches, palm trees
Expensive liquor, bomb weed, guess this just a taste of the shine
But it been like some months since you saw me
Walking 'round with heart sleeves
I can't clear that space in my mind
Got my feelings and some change in a cage, they confined
Can't let it knock me down, I still stay on my grind
Tears falling down my face, on my waist is a nine
Walk in puddles full of pain, hope it change with some time
I'm tryna tell you where my heart's at
Open wounds spilling pain, that's why my heart bled
And if we never speak again, I hope your heart fed
Conversations while I'm laying in that dark bed
I'm not deserving your love, but I can't see you with nobody else
Sometimes I shut you down like I don't need nobody help
I'm just pushing everyone away 'til theirs nobody left
Now it's like I'm begging you to stay like everybody else
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I'm tryna tell you where my heart's at
Open wounds spilling pain, that's why my heart bled
And if we never speak again, I hope your heart fed
Conversations while I'm laying in that dark bed
I'm not deserving your love, but I can't see you with nobody else
Sometimes I shut you down like I don't need nobody help
I'm just pushing everyone away 'til theirs nobody left
Now it's like I'm begging you to stay like everybody else