Don't ever tell 'em about your Feelings they don't show sympathy I had to learn to love myself I gotta live with me Gave you my trust And then you let Me down pitifully And deep down I know They right but I keep Blick with me I play my part and I go Home and count my dividends Grandma keep blowin' Up my phone she worried 'bout my twin Trynna keep bro out the Way so he can get his ends He always knew I'd win Put that shit on the fin I had to leave it in the Past shit I was livin' fast And I swear that shit a blessing To hear my daughter laugh Put me down on my lowest I made them all believers And I ain't become a victim The streets I beat it You gotta watch these hoes too They'll try to Billie Jean you They say blood thicker than water Why family deceivin' I learned to take it all with Some help and go off into the darkness Man I had to stay true to myself And they'll never ever all know the pain that I felt They better watch how the fuck he tell Won't be put on no shelf No way In the booth right now, I'm so high Got on my Nike flip flops rockin' Bo Thai I ate some shrooms in Cali, had a trip It made my soul cry Shit it unlock my mind It made me focus on my craft I made me take my time I'm takin one step day-to-day Won't get stressed by these rhymes I'm on my grizzy to the Benjis till the break of dawn Had everybody in my biz Just made me close the blinds Got tired of lookin' at the clouds Had to reach past the skies