I'm sorry that I couldn't be there when you needed it most Wish I could turn around but it just seemed like a hoax I squeeze my hands together to get a grip of myself I don't deserve who I have in case I need some help The days at the beach Sand's whipping against our legs We sat in the car While rain poured over our heads And I remember the face You made when we were laughing Remember the days Where I was always laughing This back and forth is getting old It's me and then it's you Either way I'm sold On things that you knew The intentions that I have Are never taken how I meant them But nobody cares When I give them my attention Days at the beach Sand's whipping against our legs We sat in the car While rain poured over our heads And I looked in the mirror You told me I look dashing My thoughts are unclear Do I matter to you lastly When the end is near I'll face it with a smile If you find me here I'll have been here for a while The feelings I have They are no well-kept secret We were left behind And everybody forgets When the end is near I'll face it with a smile If you find me here I'll have been here for a while The feelings I have They are no well-kept secret We were left behind And everybody forgets