Oh, oh-oh-oh
All these late nights are takin' a toll
Try to clear my mind, the sights just won't go
I don't want the fame to mess up my soul
And I'm tryin', I try
But I stress over this, in my head overthinkin'
That my days are feeling numbered, now it never feels right
The success that I live made my friends start to switch
Now I'm cornered and alone, only my father's proud of me
When I'm in a crowded room, you never hear me talking
Every move I make, I feel like everyone is watching
I've been on the come up, I don't wanna end up falling
And I try to let things go, but it's taking
A toll on me, I try I can't take it
But that's the life I chose, I can't change it
So I'll just take this road on
And I know they want that, I'll swap me in a casket
It's all that I have, I can't let them have this
I know they're down bad, they hate me, it's tragic
The things I try to push away, but at night
Bad dreams are all in my head
I don't sleep so I get no rest
Bad dreams are all in my head
Before I (move)
How many times will I fight this?
The thoughts that I never end up writin'
And I'm scared that I'll be workin' 'til I wake up and I'm old
Scared that I might shot like when I'm sleepin' on my own
I don't wanna go before my own best
I don't wanna take the drop when I'm dead
But it feels like I'ma never make it out
'Cause better days never come when I wait it out
When I'm in a crowded room, you never hear me talking
Every move I make, I feel like everyone is watching
I've been on the come up, I don't wanna end up falling
And I try to let things go, but it's taking
A toll on me, I try I can't take it
But that's the life I chose, I can't change it
So I'll just take this road on
And I know they want that, I'll swap me in a casket
It's all that I have, I can't let them have this
I know they're down bad, they hate me, it's tragic
The things I try to push away, but at night
Bad dreams are all in my head
I don't sleep so I get no rest
Bad dreams are all in my head
Before I...