I look inside myself
Keep finding someone else
Try to kill the pain
Broken from my name
How far must I fall
Again I lose it all
A past I can't let go
From a heart so cold
And I
I open my eyes
Turned my back on
Life
And I
I take all the blame
Can I ever be
Saved
I watch it slip away
Same as yesterday
A wound that never heals
Still too numb to feel
The war inside myself
Gave it to someone else
Just to push away
Through my shade of gray
You can't control me now
You will not hold me down
This time I will not fail
I will not lose myself