I seen it surging ain't a surgeon yet Tryna cut all of the perquisites From perks of sex and service debt Cess is sinking in the system of an infant Cuz her mother hooked up to the tree Like she went out and hung herself Cold world I seen it surging ain't a surgeon yet Murdered all my self respect For many years I tried to help But now them days behind me Had to chill and make a vow To end the scene and take a bow I see the tears within the crowd But hear them cheering loudly See the pain of another today See the pain before it all fades away See the pain of a mother today See the pain See the pain of another today See the pain before it all fades away See the pain of a mother today See the pain See Seen it surging While I'm searching for ways Through them hoops Like in Cirque de soleil Finding purpose in most worthless of aid While I'm working to stay Relevant for another life time For another couple years at least In peace with this my life's time So the moment I leave I leave In that Place of tranquility After living To the best of my abilities I leave knowing that I did it all Midway through the fall I realize I forgot Fuck I got shit to say