Why do I feel so fucking numb Why do I hate what I've become White light shining, time is up Scorching sun, damage is done Don't know if I can shake it How long can I take it Expiry of sanity Request the best from the rest to keep reality in check Anxiety keeps the rope tied around my neck Why do we try to complicate Rhetorical this is our fate Time will not wait for you or me Rhetorical this is our fate Begin the heartache Struggling to find me Scars on my sanity Struggling to find me Expiry of sanity Reach into existential I falter from potential And now I'm left with these scars that bleed Begin the heartache Scars don't heal Now all I feel is fucking pain Struggling to find me Scars on my sanity Struggling to find me Expiry of sanity Expiry of sanity Losing a grip of reality Expiry of sanity Now I know this life's not meant to be