I couldn't find myself through the pain
Till this day I know life's not the same
Didn't know if death was near or far
Can't trust a soul no matter who you are
Cause in those days I had to put up my guard
Protect my soul whilst praying to the lord
Can you tell me what was the cost
Back then I felt so lost
Did I lose my soul or lose my mind
I had to ask myself like every time
Now I've finally seen what's right
I know there's no more pain inside
Let's all let loose tonight
Broken souls guided by light
Girl come onto me let me feel the motion
Hypnotise me with your potion
Or let me rub your body down in lotion
Whilst we listen to beats from ocean
I thought you were the one to be my soulmate forever
I thought you were the one to take my soul
I couldn't find myself through the pain
Till this day I know life's not the same
Didn't know if death was near or far
Can't trust a soul no matter who you are
Cause in those days I had to put up my guard
Protect my soul whilst praying to the lord
You wake up, It's 11 o'clock
Your minds all fucked and the spinning won't stop
You've been, too high for the past few weeks
You think about her left them tears in the sheets
You can't let go of the times that were
You think about war so you're thinking about her
You can't let go of the times that were
The weight of this fate, you gotta carry that first
You wake up, It's 11 o'clock
Your minds all fucked and the spinning won't stop
You've been, too high for the past few weeks
You think about her left them tears in the sheets
You can't let go of the times that were
You think about war so you're thinking about her
You can't let go of the times that were
The weight of this fate, you gotta carry that first
I couldn't find myself through the pain
Till this day I know life's not the same
Didn't know if death was near or far
Can't trust a soul no matter who you are
Cause in those days I had to put up my guard
Protect my soul whilst praying to the lord