I'm afraid of you You're the monster in the dark And the shard of my heart that blew off with a spark A spark And I'm losing you I'd rather face my fear The veneer that appears to rob me of all our years Our years Boy Do I know that it Starts to show when I can't look you in the eyes I'm terrified and mesmerized Don't look too close I'm a walking I'm a walking contra I'm a walking contradiction I do, I don't I'm a walking I'm a walking contra I'm a walking contradiction I'm afraid of me I forget to tie my shoes And refuse to admit I could trip So I trip Ain't no complicating me Might not know my up from down Fuck around, be a clown But I always hold my ground Boy Do I know that it Starts to show when I can't look you in the eyes I'm terrified and mesmerized Don't look too close I'm a walking I'm a walking contra I'm a walking contradiction I do, I don't I'm a walking I'm a walking contra I'm a walking contradiction Don't look too close I'm a walking I'm a walking contra I'm a walking contradiction I do, I don't I'm a walking I'm a walking contra I'm a walking contradiction