They pick you up off the ground Use you as long as they like And then they throw you away Say you're no longer their type Is it the 9 pounds i put on from loving my body again? Or is it the texture and pigment of my tired, tired skin? When did you decide i wasn't good enough for you? When you plant seeds of hope, be sure to follow through Let me down easy Go ahead and leave me When a woman softer and smaller and sweeter gives her heart to you Now i'm falling apart and i can't see straight I'm afraid you were my glue I could spend my time and money on making myself more beautiful Or i could spend it On the things i love to create and make and see and do That's what i choose So why does it kill me To see you with somebody else? It's not like you were ever mine Though i spent my time deceiving myself You say i'm easy and i know it's true But i'm just trying to survive Through intentions that are never true