Even at the age of 25
I'm too scared to take the steps to
Better my life
And now
It's snowing and it's cold outside
And the weight is pulling down the branches
On the pines
And I can't shake this feeling
That I'm being left behind
And the leaves are swirling in the front yard
As I watch you from the window
Step out of your car
And I
Can feel the beating of my heart
Quicken with your every pace
Until we're just a few steps apart
But you
Showed me
How to love again
And you
Showed me
How to love to be alive
And I'm finding it hard to forgive myself
For all the times I put my best friends
On the shelf
And lied
Saying I didn't need their help
Just another sad excuse
To be by myself
And I can't shake this feeling
That I'm living in poor health
But you
Showed me
How to let people in
And you
Showed me
How to love again
And you
Showed me
How to love to be alive