What if I was ready? To move on and start again What if I took your voice, that was waiting in my head And what if I was scared before but now it feels ok Maybe the time I've put behind me comes back today And for the first time, in a long time I don't wanna feel like shit Might not be perfect, but honestly what is? And god I'm tired of hating things I am A story told a thousand times The lion and the lamb "Do you hear it? No, really do you hear it Listen closely" "I'm gonna be honest, I'm really scared of the future... I'm terrified "You can't be terrified of something that hasn't even happened yet" "But what if it was all for nothing?" "Then you'll start over again until it's not for nothing anymore" If I could get the chance to live another day To fix it all Begin again And finally feel the rain I wish I could say I've loved it all But it's so hard to feel this way I think I'm finally ready to be ok