Am I ever gonna see you again? I'm afraid, god I'm afraid Could this be the end? Thought I'd kick this by now But I guess things don't always work out the way you want them to And things don't always go your way I guess clarity Is a lot to ask From a mind against itself I guess things are meant to stay this way I was up late last night Staring in the dark, and I felt alright A fleeting moment, and it felt like a prayer But it was so dark, was there no one there? The other day, I woke up fine I took a walk, tried to pass the time A sorry wish that I couldn't keep Its almost funny, how I didn't sleep But I guess things don't always work out the way you want them to And things don't always go your way I guess clarity Is a lot to ask From a mind against itself Things are meant to stay this way So I'm begging Please don't make me do this again Cause I'm holding on to whatever part of me I have left And I miss you more than words can describe Sweet glorious calm A world in which I feel ok I miss the world when I felt ok