Spend my life In low lit rooms Nursing sour beer Lean on wet travertine Take another sip I'll tell you the gist I'm a hermit in the city Heavy Metal Hikikomori Soaked in sludge Hair down to my knees Can't remember What was I thinking A past that's mystery Lost in works routine Crushed pride Depersonalized Egodystonic misery Not somebody A body Ripped seams Stiches sagging Ill lay it on you Loose my tongue To noose my neck Nothing gets easier Than giving up The beat goes on Harder through the years So always watch When others look away Scrutinize each hand Cause they're all dealt From the bottom of the deck You can't win any way Should you refuse to play You lose Eliminated I'm a hermit in the city Heavy Metal Hikikomori