Go
I remember the time, when I came home from class
Betrayed by trust, boys have beaten my ass
Pushed into a game, that I did not choose
Beeing bullied by the cool, for their own amuse
I tried so hard to escape this hell
To escape the pain that I knew so well
Those tears will make me stronger
A thought, that stayed not much longer
And I asked myself
Is there anybody out there?
Someone who wipes away my tears
To alleviate my pain
Can you give me the strength to fight in these darkened days
This is my lullaby
To leave this mess behind (leave this mess behind)
Can you give me the strength to fight in these darkened days
I was searching for a way out
No escape from the daily hell I went through
I fought my way alone through school
Afraid of the spite I had to face
I wished a simple twist of my fate
I was thinking about letting this whole fucking mess end
About grabbing the knife
And saying goodbye to my only lonely friend: myself
But I didn't want to cause some tears
And disappear so I can escape my fear
I stayed strong but I chose the path of violence
Fucking violence
Their laughing voices
Fucking noises
Left me no other choices
This was my only way out
Is there anybody out there?
Someone who wipes away my tears
To alleviate my pain
Can you give me the strength to fight in these darkened days
This is my lullaby
To leave this mess behind (leave this mess behind)
Can you give me the strength to fight in these darkened days
I tried so hard - I failed harder
But there was one thing I held on to
I need to break the cycle
The pain echoes on, even today
Sometimes I just want to escape my brain
'Cause I'm lost
I hope those scars won't last forever