Waking up, was that a dream? A living nightmare's all I see The strongest one of them all Laying there, pushed to fall I collect my final strength It's not enough, there's so much left I want to give it away To make the past stay I see it right before me There, open, standing with pride Like a red healthy looking apple Beautiful but rotten inside Lost in damned metastasis Should have been anything but this My tears will no more help All that's left is to fight death I so desperately want to give Back the strength to make you live Gone, is no word for me Stay, is the one I accept to see Why did it choose this way Please don't leave, just stay If you are taken away My roots are cut from me I see it right before me There, open, standing with pride Like a red healthy looking apple Beautiful but rotten inside Lost in damned metastasis Should have been anything but this My tears will no more help All that's left is to fight death This vicious silent killer Wants to block every way of return Eating inside, slowly by time You have to be saved now I see you smile once again I know, you know it's not a game It's all there in your mind You have to leave it all behind Inside me forever lay My memories, my hope will stay I want you to pull it through Fight, kill, recover, prove I see it right before me There, open, standing with pride Like a red healthy looking apple Beautiful but rotten inside Lost in damned metastasis Should have been anything but this My tears will no more help I don't want you to go