Vision blurred
Awaking slowly light is blinding
Its weird to see it again
I wasn't dreaming
Just gravitating far from earth
Since when I can't even tell
I almost forgot how it felt
How much I enjoyed beign here
I know I made
I know I made so many mistakes
Moments I cannot replace
It wasn't easy
I never wanted all this mess
From chaos light comes again
I know that it won't be the same
I might loose everything again
But now I'm not affraid
Don't push me back into my grave
I'll never go back to the deads