Tell me What you even fighting for What you even living for Do you even wanna know Are the thoughts in that door closed Hear the pounding at your door It's the beating of your heart Said I'm tired of this war I've been at it from the start I've been at it from the start So much pressure on my head Hanging on right by a thread I can't even go to bed Maybe I'll be better dead Oh here it comes again I feel the pain I love to hate I really thought my lover was bleeding colors Though I was filled with grey The pressure's come It's killing I'm drowning in feelings Washed down below the rain I really hope it goes I hope it goes I hope It goes So much pressure on my head Hanging on right by a thread I can't even go to bed Maybe I'll be better dead