I used to know I'd go to hell
But that god died when I was 12
A child's mind acts like a sponge
Left dry too long forgets what water was
I pushed off of those blue walls and I can't forget those feelings I felt once
In pool water with your catholic daughters I pushed off growing up and called it fun
I can see I can barely see I can't see it's blurred now
Chlorine burns now, eyes shut out (capture)
Only grass wets hands they prune clutch the towel I'm confused now
No excuse how, did I, do what you did, not what you said to, like grown ups do
Pushed off of those blue walls and I can't forget those feelings I felt once
In pool water with your catholic daughters I pushed off growing up and called it fun
Pressed pause on the edge of the wall and I can't forget those feelings I felt then
Still coddled by your catholic fathers, the last pure thought that I call innocent
Last time township felt innocent
Last time township felt innocent
Last time township felt innocent
(Voice in my head)
Voice in my head afraid to show this
Nervous eyes start to blur my focus
Too many girls too many too many
Voice in my head
Too many girls I start to notice
Nervous eyes start to blur my focus
Too many girls, I start to notice
Voice in my head screaming just don't blow this
Pushed off all the feelings I felt then
Pushed off being young and innocent
Pushed off all the feelings I don't want
Pushed off growing up and called it fun
(Voice in my head)