Waste my thoughts away And this is how it goes Semi-Rough times and smiley faces is really all i know I quit pulling heads, quit playing the part With a fucking cheap show So don't try and look fancy Not too impressed with your kind Just scream out your heart now and make me realize. That i can go on with whats around me And i can can cope with the gun pointing at me. Can't keep on letting myself off with stupid excuses. My smile's restrained and my breath makes me sick Quit fooling around and try to make something outta this It's not that i gave up, No, i didn't give a shit And I'm not gonna lie and say i was meant for this I'm not meant for this I was not meant for any of this leave me alone Still screaming till the fucking dawn I can sit here all day and waste my thoughts away on you LET ME WASTE.