Waste my thoughts away
And this is how it goes
Semi-Rough times and smiley faces is really all i know
I quit pulling heads, quit playing the part
With a fucking cheap show
So don't try and look fancy
Not too impressed with your kind
Just scream out your heart now and make me realize.
That i can go on with whats around me
And i can can cope with the gun pointing at me.
Can't keep on letting myself off with stupid excuses.
My smile's restrained and my breath makes me sick
Quit fooling around and try to make something outta this
It's not that i gave up, No, i didn't give a shit
And I'm not gonna lie and say i was meant for this
I'm not meant for this
I was not meant for any of this leave me alone
Still screaming till the fucking dawn
I can sit here all day and waste my thoughts away on you
LET ME WASTE.