I've spent days thinking about
A weird way to die in quiet
I shouldn't have existed
And you don't deserve to live this
I could set my self on fire
You will be my last desire
I'm a time-bomb, I can't fight it
I need you, my mind's collapsed
Close the cellar door
I was born with tragedy in my blood
Close the cellar door
But come with me, I'm afraid to be alone
♪
I'm living quietly, bleeding in this feelings, empty screaming
Through the night an obscene sight, a war to fight to find a light
With a razor I write thoughts on my wrists
All this scars are the fears I live and my skin is a book to read
What disease is this? Live or exist, die or resist
I'm the victim and they're the beasts
And I can't win, this is the end and I'm finally free
I got mad or maybe I was born mad
So watch you, my friend or you'll come with me to hell now
Close the cellar door
I was born with tragedy in my blood
Close the cellar door
But come with me, I'm afraid to be alone
♪
My mind is hypnotized, I'm looking at this knife
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna come to the other side
My hand's carving my skin, I should have taken my pills
I should have tried to heal, I should've been born to live
I've never believed in being free
I can feel the breath of the death, I can feel his freezing hands
I can feel his voice, I can feel his sound
"Don't you think it's time to be dead?"
I'm not here no more
I can feel the hot, I can feel the blood
I can feel the knife, I can feel the pain
"Don't you think that today's a good day to return to your grave?"
There's a voice inside my head
It says, "You must obey me"
There's a ghost inside my soul
It says, "You must live this"
There's a shadow in front of me
It says, "You must do this"
There's a pain inside my chest
It says, "You must live here"
Close the cellar door
I was born with tragedy in my blood
Close the cellar door
But come with me, I'm afraid to be alone