I break this rule like every time
I'm getting tired of being so nice
To people who don't care about me
I gotta be more nice to me
I'm always feeling kinda sad
Around these kids who treat me bad
It's time I realize that you
Don't care for me like I for you
I can't decipher how I feel
Cuz nothing that I say is real
I act just how you want me to
It never ends, it plays in loop
I make myself so gosh darn mad
I can't spit out what's in my head
It's such shame it's come to this
I wish this case could be dismissed
My feelings are hurt
I come here feeling good, and leave feeling like dirt
My ego is bruised, all black and blue
And I can not help but feel like I am being used by you
I'll sit here, smile, it's quite alright
But deep inside I cannot hide
The tears well up a little bit
But I think I can cover it
I'll just think about something nice
That's going on within my life
Ignore the rest, I think I can
But I don't think you'd understand
I start to feel a little weak
I'm just so silly, I'm so meek
I'm thinking way too much right now
I really need to calm right down
Everyone's talking about me
They stare me down, what do they think?
I'm starting to get panicky
You're OK, you should just breathe
My feelings are hurt
I come here feeling good, and leave feeling like dirt
My ego is bruised, all black and blue
And I can not help but feel like I am being used by you
Can not help but feel like I am being used by you
I start to feel a little weak
I'm just so silly, I'm so meek
I'm thinking way too much right now
I really need to calm right down
Starting to get panicky
That's not at all fair to me