Desires collide, Slowly growing to stone, Starting warm, Then getting colder Bound by on time, No release, no lettin' go, no lettin' go. I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself Oh with the knives that you left in my back I can move on Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart And then blame myself And then blame myself Hold by your knives, I can't fight them anymore, Oh everytime they cut in deeper Entrance denied, Burnt revealed but never to grow, Never to grow. Stupid denial you lie Oh, what a denial, you lie. I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself Oh with the knives that you left in my back I can move on Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart And then blame myself And then blame myself And then blame myself I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself Oh with the knives that you left in my back I can move on I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself Oh with the knives that you left in my back I can move on Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart And then blame myself And then blame myself And then blame myself And then blame myself