I'm losing focus And I didn't even know it I didn't notice That I've been here before I'm done with breaking the promises that I've made Somehow I always seem to fake that I'm ok It's a shadow that I just can't shape I drew the line But I wanna be the other side I see the light But there's a hole in me I'm still tongue tied I'm not able to escape my mind, I wanna fuel my fire But there's a hole in me I'm making progress I just need to stop and take a moment To own it And feel the weight slide off Of my shoulders I'm done with breaking the promises that I've made Somehow I haven't Learnt to bend before I break It's a monster that I've learned to face I drew the line But I wanna be the other side I see the light But there's a hole in me I'm still tongue tied I'm not able to escape my mind, I wanna fuel my fire But there's a hole in me ♪ I still feel the tension running in my blood I'm holding out for hope to pick me up I'm trying but it's never enough 'Cause there's still a hole in me