My mind's racing, and I'm chasing this last bit of sleep I'm not faking, if I make it, it'll feel bittersweet A crack in the blinds has let in all the light A sound from above that's disrupting your night The cars in the distance patrol the outside It's six in the morning, awake you lie I told myself I'd change it, I tried to make amends No matter what I do I just keep sleeping in Stay up for the weekend, stay home for the night Because I can't be bothered to wake up in time Stay home for the weekend, stay home for the night Stay home for the thousandth time I know my friends still love me, I tell them that I care I tell them I'm so sorry but I have to cancel plans How fucking distant have I become? I keep severing my ties with everyone How fucking distant do I have to be? Before everyone else fucking abandons me I told myself I'd change it, I tried to make amends No matter what I do I just keep sleeping in Stay up for the weekend, stay home for the night Because I can't be bothered to wake up in time Stay home for the weekend, stay home for the night Stay home for the thousandth time I've grown so tired of running away From all the problems that I face The same afflictions keep plaguing me And I don't have the strength to change I keep avoiding the light of day And I keep hurting the friends I miss I've grown so tired of running away Maybe I'm better off like this