Born to disappear Is this where I wanna be A world of envy and fake smiles I'm talking in my sleep I'm caught in this eternal night I don't remember Why I moved here I'm so out of place but I feel the end is near I'm coming home To the willows by the lake Where the sun comes up for another day I feel that I'm not alone I'm gonna take this to my grave These memories they can never take Never take from me Living a life full of distress Trying to fit into this plastic game The smell of fame that pulled me into this Turned into foul promises in the end Shame I'm coming home To the willows by the lake Where the sun comes up for another day I feel that I'm not alone I'm gonna take this to my grave These memories they can never take Never take from me Is this where I wanna be I'm talking in my sleep Is this where I wanna be I'm talking in my sleep This isn't game, it's not on the screen, it's not an illusion It's made by us and human released it long ago The more it is taking over of all of our thoughts and dreams The more I just ask myself whether or not I wanna know About all the money farms, this endless cycle About the misery it caused just to be powered up And while we're thinking about how to get out of this nightmare We share our thoughts with each other it's making it more fucked up I'm coming home To the willows by the lake I feel that I'm not alone I'm gonna take this to my grave