This is my carcinogenic This is my diaphoretic I'ma burn so bright, you won't forget it Ha, psychotropic set-in offers no more relief And when I pass the doors, the edge is beckoning me Fuck, why can't I hang this shit up? On the verge of insanity, enough ain't enough I try, but I can't breathe And I can't speak Am I the man I see? Harsh light Everybody wants to be in that Now are we not in that same position? Beneath this harsh light Pretty close, but it's not my best Better concentrate on everything that's coming next 'Cause something fundamental's fucking up in my head Ain't no chemical imbalance justifies what I did You can't have your cake and eat it too I'd rather get fucked up than to level with you Everybody has their masks, and I got mine But I don't wanna come alive at the expense of that shine Harsh light Everybody wants to be in that Now are we not in that same position? Beneath this harsh light All the pleasure in the world may transpire to be Mere mitigation, momentary relief Before I'm pushed back To the void until my next, my next, my next, my next, my reprieve Harsh light Everybody wants to be in that Now are we not in that same position? Beneath this harsh light Hey, hey