I can't count how many times I done fell off And anybody MIA I pray they well off It is what it is, and every time my mama ask I say I'm okay And shit gon hit the fan but ima eat it like it's Kobe Cuz no one really there To ease the pain in ways that I comprehend it Ima different typa nigga no one really understands it And I don't expect em too Jus keep eating my vegetables Ain't in nobody lane but I know they still finnuh mention u Fake love, real hate They gon throw it in yo face jus to question yo intelligence Knowing that we heaven sent, I'm thuggin wit these felonies Sticking to the facts so I ain't hearing what they telling me So Fuck wit me, but pls don't fuck wit me This btch say that she lovin me, but she jus want my company I don't really think they fuck w me for me I don't really think they fuck w me for me These niggas swear they knew me Peeping all the motives, I can never let em do me Fck em if they finnuh do me like that All them letters I sent out why u ain't write back My brother served his time and went right back The shit be getting mainey it's crazy, I'm duckin 12 gotta stay me I got it up off the pavement They say they love me but hate me This energy got me aching See em clearly 20/20 I can tell when they faking I guess this life's what u make it Get my dance on, Talking like u moving man I'm in this bitch hands on I don't wanna show the other side of me These verses just another word for diary Walking thru the fear cuz on the other sides a higher me Fake love, real hate They gon throw it in yo face jus to question yo intelligence Knowing that we heaven sent, I'm thuggin wit these felonies Sticking to the facts so I ain't hearing what they telling me Fuck wit me, but pls don't fuck wit me This btch say that she lovin me, but she jus want some company I don't think they really fuck w me for me I don't think they really fuck w me for me