I'm so depressed, it's hard to shake it off
Constantly inside my head
Lately I been feeling lost, consumed by all of my regrets
Wish I took a different turn
Wish those bridges never burned
But you live and learn and so, I slowly let these pages turn
Yeah
But every chapter breaks me more and more
I search for laughter but instead I find a sky that pours
I'm broken at my core and damaged deep inside my spirit
It's a such a tragic war inside my heart can't help but fear it
Yeah
Feels like I'm nearing towards my final days
And if I am I pray to God to help find my escape
I might just break, if I don't hear from you before tomorrow
Will I be saved or I will parish in yesterday's sorrow
And time is ticking faster by the second
You gotta catch up or you'll fall behind miss all your blessings
Oh, what if heaven was on earth without no imperfections
Would we still bask in all this hurt due to our own neglection
Yeah
I know I gotta' change my broken ways
My heart is filled with so much angst been losing hope and faith
So many lonely days, accompanied by colder nights
Feels like my souls in flames and my hearts covered in ice
Yeah
I'll sacrifice all to feel okay
Sometimes you have to fall, so you can learn of your own strength
I'll go through any length, to be myself and smile again
Refuse to be afraid of who I am, deep down within
Yeah
I put my trust in brighter days ahead
I won't give up I know this torments only in my head
I pledge to give my all, and fight until my final breath
Please accept my flaws, I promise you, I'm trying my best