Trying to find my purpose Everything looks good on the surface But you gotta look beneath I truly get no relief Trying to find my purpose Everything looks good on the surface But you gotta look beneath I truly get no relief I appreciate the problems I faced If I didn't learn from them it was a waste Helping me the next decision Two steps back but with better vision This is a journey I can't quit Without it, I'd really be lost and shit This music helps me cope Even at my lowest is gives me hope There's a tomorrow at the end of the day For whatever reason God listens when I pray This is the life I have mapped out Too stubborn so you'll never hear Marcus tapped out I'm seeing this through until the end Been chasing this so long I think I'm catching my second wind Trying to find my purpose Everything looks good on the surface But you gotta look beneath I truly get no relief Trying to find my purpose Everything looks good on the surface But you gotta look beneath I truly get no relief I can not give 'em my time Losing my focus I walk in the night City lights give me a vibe Put in the work and on for the fight Sharpen my sight Girls from my past were never my type Focused on winning don't hit my device I'm all about business don't have to be nice I'm doing it right Been grinding this out for a decade Haters already been set straight Don't look so surprised that I get paid See me out working a vets pace No need for debate Finding my strength and I'm pushing the weight Steadying my pace I'm prepared for the chase Mastering flows until I'm one of the greats The best of my state Don't know me of late I've been just losing my patients Nicest I'm farthest from basic Never complacent Finding my purpose so close I can taste it Y'all can debate it Look what I've done I'm flying real close to the sun I'm building my brand and my funds I never will quit, look at the man I've become Trying to find my purpose Everything looks good on the surface But you gotta look beneath I truly get no relief Trying to find my purpose Everything looks good on the surface But you gotta look beneath I truly get no relief