If this is real I've learned my lesson I'd bring a chair to watch myself trying to breathe When every day is just progression It's easy just to stop and stare at what you need And every time I turn around My vision's upside down And the mirror's staring back at me Now I'm waiting for a sound 'Cause my ears are bleeding out Isn't it nice to be so happy? All the time spent makes me sick I've been down, where's a stroke of good fortune? While my life has been at risk Where were you, did you even come searching? While the nightmares subsided My bones and my heart are on terms with the devil Clear I have been misguided The water just dragged me right back where I came from Paint it on black, put out a message I don't think that I'ma regret this On top of the world for a second Then I slip and I'm back at the entrance Look at the way that I fuck up Must have been something within me Had to be something I'm hiding Look at the facts we're presenting like He doesn't talk, he doesn't socialize, what is his problem Clearly it's all in his head though What if it's something that's mental I can't breathe when it's all building I need time and cover Out of air I think I'm drowning, am I going under? All the time spent makes me sick I've been down, where's a stroke of good fortune? While my life has been at risk Where were you, did you even come searching? While the nightmares subsided My bones and my heart are on terms with the devil Clear I have been misguided The water just dragged me right back where I came from