Is this the beginning of the end?
Have my actions finally caught up with me?
You asked me for the truth,
So I give it to you reluctantly.
But the response is instant,
Cause through your eyes I can see your disgust in me.
They're not judging me, just sad
Because your forced to have this discussion with me.
We both hoped it would never take place,
So now I'm nervous, twitching,
Trying not to look you in the face.
No eye contact, no.
A mistake I won't make.
And you deserve so much more,
Cause when I met you your innocence was pure
And now it's tainted by the love I gave you
Whatever you gave back wasn't enough, I wanted more.
Cause I'm walking in circles
I'm falling apart
I just need you to help me, and help heal the scars on my heart.
I don't ask for forgiveness
I know what I've done.
I don't blame you for leaving,
We both hate the man I've become.
So now everything has been left out in the open
And the guilt inside turns into a feeling of emptiness that is similar in size to the oceans.
They say that when it rains, it pours.
Well I can tell you that I'm soaking
Drowned in a tidal wave of emotions and barely coping.
The disbelief of the reality that I could lose everything in one moment,
Scared to death so I won't breathe, my breath I'll hold it.
To you I give my heart, it's now yours, you own it.
Drowned in a tidal wave of emotions and barely coping.
Cause I'm walking in circles,
I'm falling apart,
I just need you to help me, and help heal the scars on my heart.
I don't ask for forgiveness,
I know what I've done.
I don't blame you for leaving, We both hate the man I've become.
Sometimes I can be my own worst enemy, when I don't say what needs to be said.
The breakdown of our relationship, and the reason we no longer share the same bed.
If I had just been honest and never lied, I could have prevented the tears that fell from your eyes.
But instead, my sins I tried to hide, in a selfish attempt to protect my pride.
But I thought it was you I was protecting, by destroying your trust in me, so what was I thinking?
Apologise for my mistakes but don't ask for forgiveness, I just hope the pain is something you can live with.
I'm heartshot. (Heartshot, heartshot)
I'm heartshot, (Heartshot...)
I've been walking in circles,
I'm falling apart,
I just need you to help me, and help heal the scars on my heart.
I don't ask for forgiveness,
I know what I've done.
I don't blame you for leaving,
We both hate the man I've become.
We both hate the man I've become.