No I don't go to parties And you don't know my name But when I walk beside you You're starin' all the same And it don't make a difference How much you know I'm scared I'll ignore all the ignorance Because I'm unprepared Cause my body's like an Insta Baddie's But you can tell that I'm not happy I'll starve myself 'til you admit you care Cause no matter how short I cut my hair (They always stare, they always stare) Even in those ugly clothes I wear (They always stare, they always stare) I couldn't get rid of it If I tried (Trust me I've tried) You're here for the thrill of it But what if I died (Trust me I've tried) Maybe we're all searching For validation But I've had enough I think it's time For a vacation Cause no matter how short I cut my hair Even in those ugly clothes I wear And no matter how short I cut my hair (They're always there, they're always there) Even in those ugly clothes I wear (They always stare, they always stare)