How can I celebrate You never committed to a date You couldn't give to me, a chance to say Welcome home enjoy your stay Am I the advocate, don't tell me how it is Sugar coat the way I've been, too far from direction You're either right beside me or you are miles away Forget about my expectations, you got your way Welcome to admittance, you say you've been through this But my head, it says different, you treat me like a vacation You're gonna fit right in Spent my time staring out the window of my hell It's always fucking raining in my head Am I supposed to take you by the hand? We've tried that Now you are using someone else's skin just to make me feel upset All you are is a voice on the phone Is my health not enough to bring you home? You're either right beside me or you are miles away Forget about my expectations, you got your way Welcome to admittance, you say you've been through this But my head, it says different, you treat me like a vacation If you read this please don't come home to me You're what I want and what I don't need Someone who is not here physically Will you sacrifice my missing piece? My missing piece You're either right beside me or you are miles away Forget about my expectations, you got your way Welcome to admittance, you say you've been through this But my head, it says different, you treat me like a vacation My missing piece