You said I've got to get this straight
But you don't want to lead the way
I wish that we could get away
But there is nothing to celebrate
I only want to be careless for a couple hours
But my brain won't give me anymore
Other than on the surface
Everything else is perfect
I want to explode to pieces
So the pressure releases
I don't wanna be a stress ball for you
To throw against the wall
I'm trying so hard to be brave it's
No good for my mental state
I wish there was a better day when neither
Of us have a headache
I only want to be social for a couple hours
But my brain wont give me anymore
Other than on the surface
Everything else is perfect
I want to explode to pieces
So the pressure releases
I don't wanna be a stress ball for you
To throw against the wall
I want to keep all of the parts that were
So close to our hearts
You can take the rest back bury it
Till we're back on track