PBDV3
It's a lifestyle
This non fiction
In my feelings
While my demons
Interfering with my vision
(Vision)
I be broke down
Getting back up
Like my life is all mash up
But truth say
I been down to ride since the first day
(Since the first day)
Not long now 'til I break I'm a lucky man still alive
(Still alive)
Wake up everyday like why do I try?
(Why do I try?)
You took my heart so many times yeah
(Yeah, uh)
I don't know how many times imma break this barrier
Imma break this curse I know for a fact imma see a different side of ya
All it takes is a little bit of passion that's inside of ya
Just don't fall into placebo
Shake that motherfucking passenger
Creator of the world
I be Satan in my cell
Cuz I be breaking shit in my shell
Creator of the world I be Satan in my cell
I be breaking shit in my shell
Can't wait to have this place to myself, I be
Breaking down on mental health, I be
Self-destructing just to save my self
Yeah, like
Aint no perk to this life but a percocet
Been hustling for a lil while
Now I'm set
Too many times I been broke resulting in reset
Too many people wishing death on me
Don't look, don't look away yeah
Don't look, don't look away
Don't look, don't look away yeah
Don't look away
Don't look, don't look away yeah
Don't look, don't look away
Don't look, don't look away yeah
Don't look away
Ever since my baby left, swear I been popping all my pills
Guess it's all part of the attitude, I hate to fucking feel
Drugs be helping me severe, and I can't even tell what's real
So how the fuck I'm meant to feel?
Dissociating in my room
And all the layers peel
From young I been stuck in my mind
Chip away at bars of steel
They poured salts on my wounds
So them scares, they never heal
Memories flash through my mind
I'm hearing voices screaming shrill
PTSD got me sealed in hell
See imma hermit at heart
But nowadays they all know me
And everyone says they love me
The problem is they don't know me
As soon as a girl get's close
She learns the truth and then leaves me lonely
So I'm sat here drinking wine all night
With bro bro Scotty OD
'Til I OD
Unholy
Seen knives go inside of throats g
Nowadays don't sleep at night
See flashing lights and the ones watching on me
With every damn girl we toxic
So girls aint part of the topic
Love scars since I was a child
Swear my pain aint ever stopping
PBDV3
It's a lifestyle
This non fiction
In my feelings
While my demons
Interfering with my vision
(Vision)
I be broke down
Getting back up
Like my life is all mash up
But truth say
I been down to ride since the first day
(Since the first day)
Not long now 'til I break I'm a lucky man still alive
(Still alive)
Wake up everyday like why do I try?
(Why do I try?)
You took my heart so many times yeah
(Yeah, uh)
I don't know how many times imma break this barrier
Imma break this curse I know for a fact imma see a different side of ya
All it takes is a little bit of passion that's inside of ya
Just don't fall into placebo
Shake that motherfucking passenger
Creator of the world
I be Satan in my cell
I be breaking shit in my shell