I wanna know what it feels like To be alone with myself in my own head Glued to the phone I'm all alone Can't shake this feeling of intentional regret I wanna know what it tastes like To reach my goals and feel good about myself A second chance, at circumstance I need another way to pay attention Everyday I shouldn't ever have to feel this way (but every) Every time I try and see if something changes I shouldn't ever have to feel this way Every time I try I wanna know what it feels like Forgetting what you thought of me and who I am I'm sick of what I used to be I'm so damn tired and I'm paranoid again I wanna know what it tastes like I thought I'd feel better but each day it's getting worse Need a new crutch, I'm out of touch Yeah, I can barely hold a conversation Everyday I shouldn't ever have to feel this way (but every) Every time I try and see if something changes I shouldn't ever have to feel this way Every time I try ♪ You're laying there right next to me Staring at the back of my head You're laying there, sitting next to me Staring at the back of my head You're laying there, sitting next to me Staring at the back of my head You're laying there, sitting next to me Staring at the back of my head