Things I've wanted to tell you
A fear so close to home
Every time the words leave my lips
Feelings come and go
Everything is nothing and it's driving me insane
Creeping out that window baby
I just cannot stay
Every time you look away my face
Seems calm but I'm barely breathing
Counting down to bury you at sea
You're lying there
My eyes are closed but I am not sleeping
Biting down and trying not to scream
The past seems far away but I'm holding on for no good reason
Festering and trying not to leave
Fear and paranoia and making those mistakes
Trying hard to free my love but for you it's not the same
Never wanted to fail you but it seems I've failed myself
Cannot teach this old dog new tricks
I'm just not that way
It's not forever
No it's not for good
These lovers of blood
Misunderstood