I'm a stranger to myself And I don't trust no one else I don't need no one else Every thought that's in my head I will hold on in my head I will hold until I'm dead Do you want me to be honest Do you want me not to lie Because I never liked you And I don't know why Call me a conspirator Of my own demise I'd rather sit alone at home than listen to your lies My whole head's on fire I can't use my eyes Something isn't normal Tension starts to rise I wish I belonged here I wish I could speak I wish I could eat I wish I could sleep Do you want me to be honest Do you want me not to lie Because I never liked you And I don't know why Call me a conspirator Of my own demise I'd rather sit alone at home than listen to your lies I wish I belonged here I wish I could speak I wish I could eat I wish I could sleep