Hold the feeling It soothes and it calms me Absolutely entertaining I could never ask for more It's the pace that I have dream of Apparition of disease, authorize it in my vein I will see you in a world Of the thoughts that going backwards I don't wanna leave Isolation in between The desire to tell myself That I need someone to help me Solitary tastes bitter than the pill itself I wouldn't know if this is a good time Or a bad dream that has no end in sight The drive that takes me hours to arrive Just to see at the end its just a bunch of petty lies Is all the trouble worth it in your eyes The little things that throw me down to point where I still try To call it fair should never be enough As I'm the one who tells myself to walk into the light To die is just to live and be alone Its so much stories to tell myself When no one is around