I think my left sides eating me up Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from This happened one too many times before cant do this anymore Fuck falling in love It's like my favourite poison Can only fantasise Cheap thrills like every weekend Just to feel my soul alive Feels like it's been forever My neck is on the line I'd backflip off a mountain For a chance to get this right Cause I'm alone Nobody knows That my whole life's a mess I think my left sides eating me up Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from This happened one too many times before cant do this anymore Fuck falling in love Moved on but I'm still broken Beat down and paralysed Try to pick up the pieces But this puzzle still ain't right Think I'll try playing poker Chance on the other side But I'm not feeling lucky God I just can't get this right Cause I'm alone Nobody knows That my whole life's a mess I think my left sides eating me up Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from This happened one too many times before cant do this anymore Fuck falling in love Cause I'm alone Nobody knows That my whole life sucks and I wish that I'd take it slow Just let it go Till I clean up this mess I think my left sides eating me up Keeping me safe from all the feelings I'm hiding from This happened one too many times before cant do this anymore Fuck falling in love