24 years's hard enough To search for what you won't find Leery as the elderly lady on the block That I'II make it for too long Cuz my back don't feel as strong As when I was obvious to my surroundings I grow slower as I grow older with an Increasingly faster mind Pendulum's backwards the death of the Pastor will prove to be no defeat And he walked into my life When I already said goodbye But I don't have to claim him as my own As we lie beneath the sheets With your head resting on me Thinking bout how I can't wait to suffer